I was going through deleting my old blogs from myspace.com in an effort to make my life more private without having that type of stuff show up in search engines. I found what appears to be truly my very 1st blog. It was posted on 10/15/2006 at 3:54 pm. So here goes...
Ok, so I've never posted a blog before b/c well...I never thought I had a reason to. so this blog is just entitled first blog b/c it don't have a distinct subject matter. Lately I've just been looking over my life and everything that occurs in a day and some times I just wonder the purpose of what we go through in life. God just basicallly puts events and people and situations in our life strategically to test our faith in Him and to make us stronger...He doesn't have the personal vindetta to destroy little ol you but He's purposely trying to make us stronger so that we are able to endure what's yet to come. When dealing with school, relationships (oh gosh, the R word) and the like, I've really been struggling lately.
When dealing with relationships I just want the man that God desires for me to be with... I've been through sooooooooooooooo much in this area, especially within the past week, months, or should i just say the past year... and I'm just tired of building up feelings and emotions for nothing. My heart just truly hurts right now and I'm just trusting that God has a magnificent plan for that area of my life and that when it comes I get to truly indulge myself in it and thank God for what it took to get there!
School... wow.... good ole Xavier. I'm tired of school and just ready to get out in the real world and work. I'm ready to make my 6 figs and build a house and relax. All the studying and late night cramming is what preps you for the benifits of your degree but dang I just want to wet my feet at the beach and chill...I'm just praying that God allows me to be able to endure these next 4 years of optometry school and even my last couple of months at Xavier!
It's important that we remain faithful to God not matter what we are going through and always trust and believe that God has everything worked out. I can't even lie and say that the experiences in my life have all been fun...especially recently. I just thank God for allowing me to withstand them and placing people in my life to help me out and allowing me to still trust in Him. No matter what... I still have the faith!
What was even more shocking about this blog was the comment I got from my favorite "Blossom" girl. :)
Girl I sat here and read every blog u posted, and I can truly say u r an awsome young lady.
I have a whole new prespective on things that has happened in my life since reading your blogs. I haven't had a chance to really get to know u, but I can truly say you are a very intelligent person. Reading you blogs has been a inspiration to me in more ways than one.
I just wanna say thank you for your thoughts, and may GOD continue to bless you.
Couldn't just let this stuff go without attempting to save it. It's great to see the progress I've made in my life by simply re-reading what I was mentally going through in the past. :)
Ok, so I've never posted a blog before b/c well...I never thought I had a reason to. so this blog is just entitled first blog b/c it don't have a distinct subject matter. Lately I've just been looking over my life and everything that occurs in a day and some times I just wonder the purpose of what we go through in life. God just basicallly puts events and people and situations in our life strategically to test our faith in Him and to make us stronger...He doesn't have the personal vindetta to destroy little ol you but He's purposely trying to make us stronger so that we are able to endure what's yet to come. When dealing with school, relationships (oh gosh, the R word) and the like, I've really been struggling lately.
When dealing with relationships I just want the man that God desires for me to be with... I've been through sooooooooooooooo much in this area, especially within the past week, months, or should i just say the past year... and I'm just tired of building up feelings and emotions for nothing. My heart just truly hurts right now and I'm just trusting that God has a magnificent plan for that area of my life and that when it comes I get to truly indulge myself in it and thank God for what it took to get there!
School... wow.... good ole Xavier. I'm tired of school and just ready to get out in the real world and work. I'm ready to make my 6 figs and build a house and relax. All the studying and late night cramming is what preps you for the benifits of your degree but dang I just want to wet my feet at the beach and chill...I'm just praying that God allows me to be able to endure these next 4 years of optometry school and even my last couple of months at Xavier!
It's important that we remain faithful to God not matter what we are going through and always trust and believe that God has everything worked out. I can't even lie and say that the experiences in my life have all been fun...especially recently. I just thank God for allowing me to withstand them and placing people in my life to help me out and allowing me to still trust in Him. No matter what... I still have the faith!
What was even more shocking about this blog was the comment I got from my favorite "Blossom" girl. :)
Girl I sat here and read every blog u posted, and I can truly say u r an awsome young lady.
I have a whole new prespective on things that has happened in my life since reading your blogs. I haven't had a chance to really get to know u, but I can truly say you are a very intelligent person. Reading you blogs has been a inspiration to me in more ways than one.
I just wanna say thank you for your thoughts, and may GOD continue to bless you.
Couldn't just let this stuff go without attempting to save it. It's great to see the progress I've made in my life by simply re-reading what I was mentally going through in the past. :)
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